Living in your own Truth.

Living in your own truth is something that I’ve heard for a while now. And I am starting to really know what that means, and how to go about doing it. Living in your truth is just living a life without hiding, denying or false fronting for anyone. Not even your own self. Be truthful to you and the people around you. Know who you are and stand in and up for what you believe in.

I haven’t been living in my truth. I have been letting things and people hold me back from me and what I stand for. I can’t continue to let that that happen. My truth is that I am who I am and nothing will ever change that. I love God for just the simple things in my life, like Him waking me up in morning and Him waking my mother up in the morning. God giving us the strength to keep going when circumstance gets in our way. Just being there when the devil is trying his hardest to keep us down and for giving God the glory.

My truth is that I am not the best person in world and I have my faults. I am a bitch sometimes. But I love hard and deep. My mother is my joy and  she makes me who I am everyday. I cry when I think about her because I am not always good to her and I hate myself for that. But no matter what, I would do anything for her. She is the greatest mother in the world. Better than her own, and her sister. In my rawest moments in my life my mother never judged me and never turned her back on me. She sacrificed everything for me just to see me happy. And I will do the same for her.

My truth is I am learning how to own who I am and be happy in my own skin, and take care of the people who really matter to me. And say what I mean and mean what I say. To tell the truth even when it hurts. To be a better person tomorrow then I was yesterday. To give God the glory whenever and where ever I am. I don’t care who hears me shout GOD IS GOOD.  That’s my truth and I’m living in it.